Current situation

If you ask how am i doing now,i will answer you that life have so much obstacles that you need to overcome it.
Currently i am doing my final year project(FYPP), everyday have to go and work at 9am, most of the time i need to work until 5pm.
How is it? Miserable..
i would say it is more like working life than our own FYP. Perhaps i still need to catch up a lots of things, from understanding skills to communication skills.

However, i get to learn a lots from my supervisor, although he likes to scold or more precise, nagging. Maybe i seldom get scolded from my parents and teachers when i was a child, so honestly, i am kind of depress and over stress now. This week is worst. I lose all my confident and become extremely clumsy once he steps into the lab. Everything i did will make me think:" Will i get scolded?"

So at the moment, i need to rebuild my confident and reconstruct my mindset. I know that he scold me it is for my own good, i believe i learn a lots more compare to others friends whom their supervisor don't even care of what they doing.

Something doesn't kill you will make you stronger!
Face it positively, i know i can perform better from time to time.
=)

惊讶

好久没有回来扫扫灰尘了

星期一考完试以后
三个月假期开始了
但这假期不属于我的
必须在这3个月假期完成毕业project
严格来说我只有2个星期假期

星期二回到家乡
原本打算星期三开始要来个什么假期活动
但一睡醒，8点多。。
一开门妈就跟我说
“大伯突然走了。。”

我不敢相信，为什么？
好好的一个人，
也许他劳累过度？
也许气压问题？
也许心脏有问题？
留下的只是疑问。。

我跟大伯没有很深厚的感情
也许年龄差距，他的年龄已是我外公外婆的阶层了
所以我跟他的孙子女们较来得熟
记得小时候，我时常到他们家玩
虽然印象没有很深刻
但毕竟流着同样的血脉
伤心是难免的

看着他的孙女哭得稀里哗啦
看着他的妹妹哭得站不起来
听哥说爸爸还流了眼泪
大概你都懂大伯有多深入人心，获大家的爱戴

他，疼爱孙子孙女
他，无私的付出，即便有位不是亲孙子，但却疼他多余其余的孙子们
他，有恩于我，即当我如期孙

原大伯早等极乐。。

大伯，您一路走好，安息吧。
永远铭记