雨后真的会有太阳？

我似乎有很长时间没有跟新部落了。。

我似乎有很多想法

我似乎有很多意见

但我的想法和意见

几时才能搬到台面？

我

很烦

毕业了

失业了

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我要的是什么样的工作？

怎么样的工作又适合我？

我要的是有丰厚的薪金

但我不愿栖身于sales

所以我很可悲

没工作

没人要

哈哈哈

嗨。。

希望在人间？

希望雨后真的会有太阳。。

宣泄

真的真的很久没有UPDATE blog 了。。
虽然不知还有没有人跟进
但这并不是我所在意的。。

很郁闷
很多事情。。

很不明白
有些人到现在还搞不清楚状况
我是你的谁你又是我的谁
我没必要看你脸色做人吧？
你心情差又关我屁事啊？

我最不能忍受的就是
你只是一个没有分量的人
然后还要扮博士办的给训语
每个人都有发言的权利
那为什么人家就必须听你的笛子呢？
然后还一味的觉得自己是对的。。


纯属个人稍微不爽之谈
与其将负能量散播给独一的个体
倒不如看哪位会如此的不幸
看上了一篇负能量之作

=语毕=

最近~

我也许有很多话想说
但不知从何开始
很多事情的变迁
其速度好比光速
快的咱们的肉眼是不法看透。。

远的不说
最近还是一样，忙着FYP
进展还好，也许最坏的地步是到了开学还得距续project而已
而在lab，其实真的很enjoy
我有两个可爱的学弟
其实去年在KL打工时，
也认识了位朋友
但是认识了，只为当时的朋友
现在已没联络了
好可悲

而我们现在的学弟
我也同样跟他们有着非常良好的关系
我好享受大家一起努力的时候
虽然大家口头上一直在嫌命苦
在嫌自己的工作量谁比谁多
但是我们还是一样一起努力的工作
一起学习
一起为发现新事物而雀跃
一起为大伙儿决绝手头上的工作
而我希望学弟们不要忘了学姐
曾经一起有过美好的回忆
[好像有点恶~]

还有
有些事
原本以为会一直放不下的东西与事物
原来当它真真实实发生在我眼前时
才发现原来它已经不再有任何意义了
谢谢你曾经走进我世界
谢谢你为我一生彩上漂亮的色彩
谢谢我终于失去了~
谢谢原来那并不重要。。
我的人生终于感到关荣~

Holidays

This few weeks i went for a few places which is:


i was trying to find more significant picture to show i m at Melaka but then i realize the pictures are not with me! okay, fine.. i was at Melaka on 24th-26th October 2010. The trip was awesome, the foods are nice too! especially chicken rice ball and nyonya laksa! (baba laksa not nice one)..

Then the following week ( 1st- 3rd November) i went to KL for this:
Yes, as an exhibitor at BioMalaysia2010, our boss has a small booth there. While me and zelene are the lucky one, got the chance to attend and being exhibitor there. We got to learn a lots from there, from communication to see people attitude. And then i realize a few things :" It is all depend on you whether you want to success a fail" , "Attitude decide everything".

Oh yeah, i feels like i am working already and was sent by the company to do some stuff. So yeah, we enjoyed very much. Every morning we got to eat buffet and then after working, choose whatever you want to eat as...money is not our constrain! ok..lol!

oh yeah yeah, one more things, hahaha, a good news maybe..there is a booth opposite my booth, they are doing sale on trademark and the CEO always come to our booth to kacau us, and then he asked me to send in my resume once i graduate as he is going to hire me!! wo hoo~~ok, fine, i still not sure i want to work there or not..

and then the following week which is 4th-7th November i went back to Penang to see this fellow:
my nephew( my brother's son), name wei han, only 3 weeks baby..he is so deeply carve in my heart.. and then i decided to sayang him more..i guess he will be manja as my parents and his parents sayang him alots too! there is always good to be the eldest child in home..haha..

Well, i have so many activities in a few weeks time, maybe next week i got some others activities as well.. but then, not to forget actually i m still doing with my final year project, and then i realize i love my project more from time to time.. perhaps i will consider that as my life time work already..anyway, everything still in planing only~

Yeah, good luck everyone! see ya~

Current situation

If you ask how am i doing now,i will answer you that life have so much obstacles that you need to overcome it.
Currently i am doing my final year project(FYPP), everyday have to go and work at 9am, most of the time i need to work until 5pm.
How is it? Miserable..
i would say it is more like working life than our own FYP. Perhaps i still need to catch up a lots of things, from understanding skills to communication skills.

However, i get to learn a lots from my supervisor, although he likes to scold or more precise, nagging. Maybe i seldom get scolded from my parents and teachers when i was a child, so honestly, i am kind of depress and over stress now. This week is worst. I lose all my confident and become extremely clumsy once he steps into the lab. Everything i did will make me think:" Will i get scolded?"

So at the moment, i need to rebuild my confident and reconstruct my mindset. I know that he scold me it is for my own good, i believe i learn a lots more compare to others friends whom their supervisor don't even care of what they doing.

Something doesn't kill you will make you stronger!
Face it positively, i know i can perform better from time to time.
=)

惊讶

好久没有回来扫扫灰尘了

星期一考完试以后
三个月假期开始了
但这假期不属于我的
必须在这3个月假期完成毕业project
严格来说我只有2个星期假期

星期二回到家乡
原本打算星期三开始要来个什么假期活动
但一睡醒，8点多。。
一开门妈就跟我说
“大伯突然走了。。”

我不敢相信，为什么？
好好的一个人，
也许他劳累过度？
也许气压问题？
也许心脏有问题？
留下的只是疑问。。

我跟大伯没有很深厚的感情
也许年龄差距，他的年龄已是我外公外婆的阶层了
所以我跟他的孙子女们较来得熟
记得小时候，我时常到他们家玩
虽然印象没有很深刻
但毕竟流着同样的血脉
伤心是难免的

看着他的孙女哭得稀里哗啦
看着他的妹妹哭得站不起来
听哥说爸爸还流了眼泪
大概你都懂大伯有多深入人心，获大家的爱戴

他，疼爱孙子孙女
他，无私的付出，即便有位不是亲孙子，但却疼他多余其余的孙子们
他，有恩于我，即当我如期孙

原大伯早等极乐。。

大伯，您一路走好，安息吧。
永远铭记

心有余悸

到现在
已过了超过24个小时
我还觉得怕怕的

不是什么灵异事件
不要怀疑
只是纯粹个人愚蠢
然后被骂
也许很少被骂。。
所以当下我真的很害怕
未来的日子还会这样吗？
为什么我就是那么笨措呢？

糟了
哦，不要怀疑
我的确没有生气或讨厌你的意思
完全没有
只是我在想要如何使自己跟进步

加油吧！